Never in my 25 years of life have I ever felt the need to be more critical and discerning in my thoughts, to the difference between someone complaining and thanking you, a sense of gratitude so to speak.
And how can I not be more critical? That when I start working, delving myself even more deeper into facilities management, rather than the project management field, I constantly find myself in a desperate need for strong discernment, especially dealing with humans. (Yes, it's humans I'm dealing with, you know... the kinds who are usually sweety in front of you, and almighty retarded behind you... you get the idea)
And what could only seemingly feel like an eternity for greater things which is yet to come, nevertheless, here I am, rambling my mind away to anyone who bothers to read this post.
I am not here to be the grandmaster of this trade, sharing my total of 9 months experience to the whole world. and neither am I here to snob off my unique position as a property management exec. Because for all I care, few women has even dared considered this field as a career path. Even men with balls dare not step into this field. Because when the men comes in with the balls, they go out without one. They become eunuchs. Damn.
So, I simply give thanks to God Almighty, because I don't have balls, and I don't see the need to have one. Because, lucky for me, I am a woman!
But being in this field, has somehow eaten into my common sense, rational thoughts and mindset- also known as a "madman" - or in this case "ball-ly mad" or "mad-ball" or "ball-istic" or "what-the-ball".
But God's Word is always the best to fall back on. Always "Worthy of 'em - BALL". *lame*
We ought always to thank God for you, brothers, and rightly so, because your faith is growing more and more, and the love every one of you has for each other is increasing. - 2 Thess 1:3
And ultimately, this job has thought me to be even more critical in my thanksgiving to God - Or at least, it is allowing me to be heading towards that direction - Or I'm still working it out.
Ok.Ok. Fine.
I am grateful for God almighty, and I better cling hard to His promises.
Because I really am grateful for Him.
Come on, don't even ask that question "Or else....." thing. Not working. *Smack*